Do You Ever Wonder?

Here it is 4:25AM as I type. I cannot sleep and tears run down my face. Not because I'm sad. At least I don't think so. But, because I'm exhausted. Exhausted from all the wonder that has been whirling around in my head.

I wonder when house #2 will sell?
I wonder when my baby will sleep through the night?
I wonder who I will find to cut my hair?
I wonder what the reading specialist will say when I tell her I'm pulling my son from her stupid program?
I wonder how much the tutor will cost because I'm pulling my son from the stupid reading program?
I wonder why I bought that cheesy rug from Ikea?
I wonder how much longer the savings account will last?
I wonder when I'll get a house of my own?
I wonder why I have been obsessed with orange juice lately?
I wonder when I'll have a real friend?
I wonder what we'll have for dinner?
I wonder why Lucy is so uncoordinated in her jazz class?
I wonder when I won't be tired any more?
I wonder what I'll wear today?;)

May all the wonders stay wonders and not turn to worries. If that happens then I'll really be doomed in the beauty rest department!

P.S. Anyone want to buy a HOUSE?
I miss that red front door.
Note: This was our starter home that we turned into a rental (located in Puyallup, WA). To make a long story short, we will NEVER be landlords by choice again. NEVER!


La Femme said...

What's with all the wonder? Share. Sending love your way!!!

happytobeme said...

I'm crying myself as I wonder when Nicole will finally feel comfortable at school and not crying about going back to Arizona everyday. I wonder when I'm finally be out of all of these boxes and feel like I can do something other than unpack and I wonder if I will find a friend here. I miss you my friend!

Elaine said...

It's hard to move. I feel your pain. We miss you here.

Jenette said...

I wish I could help you feel better.

Anonymous said...

I heart you......
Miss you more and more everyday and wonder when we will shop with no children and loose our keys in the mall parking lot at midnight